I am the Luckiest Girl in the World.

There was a time in my life where I kept thinking I was alone.
Especially since college started, I felt that I was losing everybody..

How stupid was that?
I am the LUCKIEST girl in the world.
I have so many loving friends that care so much about me & I never even realized that..

Everything went by so perfectly. It felt like a dream.
I'm going to post only a couple of pictures up to give you guys a feel of what happened.

my boys<33

Terence & I

big love!

cuties!

the restaurant surprised me with a warm chocolate brownie & vanilla ice cream

karaoke!

bestie & I<3

my love & I

This was seriously the best birthday I could ever ask for.
Close friends who love me, perfect weather, perfect service, almost perfect everything.

I love you all so much.
You guys mean so much to me.
Thank you for everything you've given me
Thank you for everything you've done for me
Thank you for being here
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for loving me..

Love me...
Jini<3

P.S.: I'll put a picture of the gifts up later.

Cover: Wedding Dress by TaeYang (female version)

I hope you guys enjoy this! I love to sing and create lyrics that I feel would fit the song through my own eyes. Let me know what you think :D

Love me ...
Jini

My First Happy Post :)

I'm full of happiness and food right now.
Finally, I can post about something positive in my life.

Today, my boss, Mandy, took my boyfriend & I out for our birthday dinner.
We went to her friend's restaurant, SUMI (Japanese food.)
& "FRESH" is probably the best word to describe it.

This place is super cute. Tiny, cozy, modern, & sleek.
There was probably only 10-15 small (2 person) tables & the bar seating around 5.
Although it was small, the restaurant had a really nice feel to it.

I love raw fish. & almost everything we ate was raw ><"

First, we started off with some appetizers.


miso soup (non-packaged ones tastes so much better)


simple salad


fish liver wrapped with raw fish topped with miso sauce




fish liver appetizer


uni and ebi nigiri (yummy!)


raw queen clam


deep fried ebi head (light & crunchy, like shrimp chips)




Obama-hama (hamachi & cilantro-- SO GOOD)


salmon with scallop on top


unagi tempura don


self explained


Jack & I


chocolate creme brulee


sweet piggy & angry piggy from Mandy

Just a simple dinner like this can make me forget about the worries in the world.
But then again, who you have dinner with is important too.

I'm so grateful to have been able to meet Mandy :)
Because of her, she has opened many opportunities for me
& I will never forget what she has done for me.

I can't wait until it's her birthday, so I can treat her.

Love me ...
Jini

My fault...?

No matter how hard I try, it just seems like I'm slowly losing everyone important around me.

Up until now, I had always thought, "It's their problem. THEY are the ones that changed."
I never stopped to think... Maybe it's my fault.
Maybe I didn't try hard enough.
Maybe I didn't care about them enough.
Maybe I took them for granted.

But what's done is done.
We can't go back and change the past.
And I absolutely refuse to conform to your ways.

Secretly inside... It still hurts.
I miss the old days.

I wish my blog can be a more happy place,
instead of a place where I write all my sad, sappy tales.
Remember how I said I wanted to start some FOTD stuff?
I really need to stop procrastinating and just do it.

I'll be back soon.

Love me...
Jini<3