I'm selfish because I want you all to myself. But, that's just a thought. I would never act on it because I've changed.
There's a need for self-control here. & I've realized that.
For the nights that I cry myself to sleep are mostly because of realizations.
Realizing that I miss you too much.
Realizing that I'm falling too fast for you.
Realizing that I'm letting my guard down; therefore, making it possible for my feelings to get hurt.
When feelings change, the one that gets hurt always feels victimized.
But aren't we the ones that put ourselves into those situations?
Aren't we the ones that let our feelings get in the way of reality?
Aren't we the ones putting our hearts out there knowing there would be a possibility of it breaking?
But, that's the chance you have to take when it comes to love.
In the end, you can never be in love if all you have are precautions. It's the chance of getting hurt that makes it all worth while. Trust. It's what's needed for reality to come back to you. So your feelings will stop playing games on you.
That's what I've realized.
I need to trust you.
I will trust you.
Love me...
Jini<3
