Monday, August 16, 2010

BitterSweet Summer

Summer is officially over for me.
School begins in a couple hours & I should be getting some sleep.
This summer has been very bittersweet for me..

Lots of tears, smiles, laughter & stress.

I first want to apologize..
I just couldn't keep lying to myself.. hoping that one day, everything will be okay again.
I never wanted to hurt you.
My memories of us will never disappear,
but I wish one day, we can look back & reminisce these memories as friends.

Next, I would like to let someone know that I'm going to be the best.
It's because you make me feel like I am the best in the world,
that I'm going to push myself extra hard to be the best.

When you tell me I'm beautiful the way I am, I believe you.
When you kiss me, I get tingles & butterflies in my stomach.
When you hold my hand, I feel safe.
When you hug me, everything feels right.

Our late night talks seem like they can last forever...
I sometimes wonder to myself why it took so long for me to realize
something that was right in front of me this whole time...?

Good night, world.
Jini

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day 3 - To my Parents

Dear Mommy & Daddy,

I can NEVER repay the debt I owe you two.
You have done so much for me that words can't even explain.
What I must do now is to be good and make you guys proud.

Mommy, you gave me life.
You are the one who taught me how to be responsible.
You are the one who taught me how to eat ^_^
You are the one who will always be there no matter what.
You are the one who knows when something is wrong.
You are the one who holds the family together.
You are the one who will forever be my best friend.

Daddy, you taught me how to be strong.
You are the one I look up to when dealing with a problem.
You are the one who taught me there's no use in crying, live life & move on.
You are the one who taught me the value of family.
You are the one who taught me how to become a safe driver.
You are the one who protects this family.
You are the one who no matter what happens will always be on my side.

I love you both with all of my heart, body & soul.
Now that time is passing us by, it is my turn to take care of you.
You guys made who I am today-- strong, responsible & loves to eat.

I love you Mommy & Daddy.
I'd be lost without you.

Love Me ...
Jini<3