30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 1: To my best friend

I'm going to start this 30 day letter challenge.
I feel like this is a good way of letting out the emotions I have bottled up inside.

To my best friend:

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I can not thank you enough for everything you've done for me, for the time you've given me, for the effort, patience, and love you've given me. I owe you my life, and I hope by this lifetime, I can pay you back all that you have given me. Without you, I would not be the person that I am today. Without you, I would not have my strength to fight, my will to keep pushing myself, my faith in believing myself, or my morals to do the right now. I know this may sound cheesy, but you are the light that shines the road for me. You open my eyes to see outside the box, to see the broader picture and to understand the world better. I can probably write a book on how much you've influenced me to become a better person, but knowing you, you would probably tell me to go study instead. I truly appreciate everything about you and I would not know what to do without you in my life. Even if we were to separate right now, I'm glad I did know you. Because now I know, if I ever run into predicaments, what I need to do first is "Breathe & Drink Water."

To my best friend:

You are the one that keeps me happy in life. I don't ever thank you enough for always putting a smile on my face. You give me a sense of security. Whenever I am with you, I know I am safe and that I can depend on you. You are the greatest friend a person can ever ask for. Whenever I have a problem, you drop everything and immediately come to my side to comfort me. I truly cherish all the time we spend together; whether it's just eating lunch, playing sports, meaningful talks, random talks, reminiscing or working. All the time I spend with you are happy times. If you were to disappear out of my life, I know my days ahead would be a lot less joyful.

I love the both of you with all of my heart.
& writing this first post has made me realize how important you two are to me.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you for everything.

Love me...
Jini<3

Don't Hold onto Me for Security

Everything is different.

I wasn't supposed to get my feelings mixed up into this...
Nothing is going according to plan.

I'm caring too much about you.
I'm thinking too much about you.
I wasn't supposed to get hurt...

I hate how everything is now.


Love me...
Jini<3

들리니 I Need You, I Love You...

Long time no see...
The month of May has definitely been full of surprises :]

May is Asian Heritage Month. & we have a fair to celebrate it.

At the fair, I saw Far East Movement ^_^& won tickets to the BROWN EYED GIRLS, Bruno Mars, & T-Pain concert!

Bruno Mars is such a cutie!

It was awesome! But BEG only sang 3 songs. Wtf?
Oh well, at least I got to see them right?
It was crazy. As soon as they came out, tears started to flow out of my eyes.
They are more beautiful in person than they are in music videos.
I'm hoping to see them again soon ...

Narsha ; Miryo ; Ga-In ; Missing JeA (visa problems)

After the show, we got dinner & dessert. I had a banana split~ YUM!
This week is finals week & it felt so good to just relax and spend time with friends over some dessert.

banana split with cookies n cream ice cream

my look for the concert ; face looks super white cus of flash

Wish me luck on finals! I'll talk to you guys after that :]

Love me ...
Jini<3

Internship!

Hey guys :] Long time no.. read?

I just wanted to quickly blog about this internship that I got.
(I'm not trying to brag or anything; just wanted to share.)

I'm still unsure what kind of internship this is..
I know it's for PR/marketing, but not sure of the company.
Hope it's not a pyramid scheme thing >< Hahahaha.

I'll update on everything when I get home tonight :D

Love me...
Jini<3

I am the Luckiest Girl in the World.

There was a time in my life where I kept thinking I was alone.
Especially since college started, I felt that I was losing everybody..

How stupid was that?
I am the LUCKIEST girl in the world.
I have so many loving friends that care so much about me & I never even realized that..

Everything went by so perfectly. It felt like a dream.
I'm going to post only a couple of pictures up to give you guys a feel of what happened.

my boys<33

Terence & I

big love!

cuties!

the restaurant surprised me with a warm chocolate brownie & vanilla ice cream

karaoke!

bestie & I<3

my love & I

This was seriously the best birthday I could ever ask for.
Close friends who love me, perfect weather, perfect service, almost perfect everything.

I love you all so much.
You guys mean so much to me.
Thank you for everything you've given me
Thank you for everything you've done for me
Thank you for being here
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for loving me..

Love me...
Jini<3

P.S.: I'll put a picture of the gifts up later.

Cover: Wedding Dress by TaeYang (female version)

I hope you guys enjoy this! I love to sing and create lyrics that I feel would fit the song through my own eyes. Let me know what you think :D

Love me ...
Jini

My First Happy Post :)

I'm full of happiness and food right now.
Finally, I can post about something positive in my life.

Today, my boss, Mandy, took my boyfriend & I out for our birthday dinner.
We went to her friend's restaurant, SUMI (Japanese food.)
& "FRESH" is probably the best word to describe it.

This place is super cute. Tiny, cozy, modern, & sleek.
There was probably only 10-15 small (2 person) tables & the bar seating around 5.
Although it was small, the restaurant had a really nice feel to it.

I love raw fish. & almost everything we ate was raw ><"

First, we started off with some appetizers.


miso soup (non-packaged ones tastes so much better)


simple salad


fish liver wrapped with raw fish topped with miso sauce




fish liver appetizer


uni and ebi nigiri (yummy!)


raw queen clam


deep fried ebi head (light & crunchy, like shrimp chips)




Obama-hama (hamachi & cilantro-- SO GOOD)


salmon with scallop on top


unagi tempura don


self explained


Jack & I


chocolate creme brulee


sweet piggy & angry piggy from Mandy

Just a simple dinner like this can make me forget about the worries in the world.
But then again, who you have dinner with is important too.

I'm so grateful to have been able to meet Mandy :)
Because of her, she has opened many opportunities for me
& I will never forget what she has done for me.

I can't wait until it's her birthday, so I can treat her.

Love me ...
Jini